Hey!!
So I wrote this poem Fall of 2008. It's for anygirl who has a boyfriend. Put his name in the first blank and make sure your really dating who you think your dating. I love all of my friends to much for them to get hurt by a guy who doesn't care.
________ is cool,
And I’m happy for you,
But while your at school,
Listen to this rule.
Happiness is great,
But watch out for fish bait.
Don’t let what you see,
Be what you believe.
Look below the surface,
Before you agree,
For your to special,
To me.
Watch out for sly words,
Cause they aren’t what they seem.
He’ll say what he can,
To be your perfect plan.
Plan what YOU want,
Before he goes on a hunt.
Guard your heart,
Cause that’s what the Lord wants.
Be careful with the future,
Make sure he wants what you do.
Don’t be decieved,
By a "It’ll please me".
I love you to death,
And want for you the best.
Please take this,
And apply it to the rest.
--A Word To The Wise
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Hello,
Well I shall warn you do not read this if you are depressed or are looking for a good laugh. You won’t find it here. This has pretty much been the crappiest week since my Papa’s death.
First let me say this, I want to be a motivational speaker when I grow up. And all the speakers I’ve ever known or heard have had amazing testimonies about what they’ve come from and all they’ve learned, and all that God has helped them with. Well about a year and a half ago I started wondering how could I be a good motivational speaker? I haven’t been through anything in my life. It’s been a perfect Fairy tale so to say. I wanted something to happen, nothing that would ya know throw me off the deep end, but something that would give me a testimony worth sharing you could say. But I also didn’t want it to affect anyone else, just me.
Well, as they say, if you pray or even talk to God about it, be prepared. I was speaking to a good friend of mine over summer about all this crud that’s happened over the past year and it all became ironic. God is giving me a testimony, little did I know when I asked for one that it would be something this painful. But He’s giving me what I asked for and I hope and pray I take it and use it to his benefit.
I have a friend who drinks and does all this crazy stuff and I always figured it was because of her parents divorce. Well I had always wanted a way to reach her and show her that you didn’t need drinking for that. Proverbs 31 talks about how a man gets drunk to forget his problems yet they come back the next day. Well, you’ll never guess when I discovered that verse.
This past Monday, we have K-Life of course, and I was pretty excited about going. My dad called me that afternoon wanting to “talk.” Little did I know that it was a talk about the girlfriend he now has that my brother had already met before I even knew she exsisted. I was pretty mad, not even gonna lie. I pretty much don’t want anything to do with her except make sure my brother is ok with her. It pretty much the most annoying thing in the world to have one parent who has “forgotten” so to say the other one but have one parent who hasn’t “forgotten” the other one. But I was mad and decided to go for a drive. And yes, most people can’t drive while mad but it actually calms me down to just be alone, with my car, and silence. I thought of going to that friends house who drinks, I’ve actually thought of it several times, but it’s I guess that deep gut Holy Spirit kinda voice that always directs me else where, that day was to K-Life.
I went that night not expecting to get much, partly because I was hurt and partly because I really kind of didn’t want to be there, but that’s where God wanted me to be. And of course He always gets His way. Robert, the leader, read from a Psalms that totally matched up to my life, and then the worship began. It was like AMAZING!! I knew after that 1st song, God wanted me there. And just after every song it seemed like I emptied myself a little bit more. Once worship was over we had a discussion time and I went back to my Bible and looked up drunks or something. Why? Who knows. But I found that passage(which I’ll type at the end of this) and laughed. It was so a God thing. And the best thing was it was just me and God. No one knew what I had heard that afternoon, or what was going on, they were oblivious, which was a good thing.
But of course, all great things dim in the site of not great things. I got home and my mom was pretty upset about my dad’s girlfriend and so I pretty much felt like I had to, I don’t even know how to describe it. But I have felt like I’ve had to be there for my mom every second of everyday, which I have but I’m use to going and never stopping and I have spent so much time at home it’s crazy! But I know I have to be there for her, it just gets so hard and then I fall back into that pit of just wanting to live a mediocre life instead of one that God has called me to be Awesome at!
And so life goes on, Tuesday was a fairly good day, Wednesday was pretty good until I got a text from my mom that she was taking the day off. I just knew something wasn’t right. Well, I got home from church tonight and heard a lot of things I wasn’t prepared for. And honestly, I didn’t know what to do. It freaked me out, but what is there to do, nothing. I’m meant to be here. This is my life.
I know that last paragraph was scattered but I can’t really elaborate to much. So, so far this week has been rough. I dread Christmas, I dread the feeling of Christmas with 2 different sides and not having my Papa here. I have missed him so much these past 2 weeks. He held my parents together, he was the sensible one that laid down the law, he was the one who made us a family the way we were. I’m scared to say I need him but I do. And I know he’s there and I know God’s there, but there is just an empty feeling. I miss him.
But that’s pretty much my feelings. This is probably the longest blog ever and probably the most depressing but ya know, a blog is meant to get your thoughts out and these are mine.
“The saying of King Lemuel contain this message, which his mother taught him. O my son, O son of my womb, O son of my vows, do not waste your strength on women, on those who ruin kings. It is not for kings, O Lemuel, to guzzle wine. Rulers should not crave alcohol. For if they drink, they may forget the law and not give justice to the oppressed. Alcohol is for the dying, and wine for those in bitter distress. Let them drink to forget their poverty and remember their troubles no more. Speak up for thos who cannot speak for themselves; ensure justice for those being crushed. Yes, speak up for the poor and helpless, and see that they get justice.”
--Proverbs 31
I just really liked those verses A LOT!! And check out Psalms 143. It’s the verses Robert read before K-Life worship and they’re totally AWESOME just to much to type!! (well not to much I’m just getting tired!
I also got a card in the mail today that said, “All His promises, His provision, and His possibilities are available to you. He has great things ahead for you!”
Talk about a God thing!!
--Daughter of the King
Well I shall warn you do not read this if you are depressed or are looking for a good laugh. You won’t find it here. This has pretty much been the crappiest week since my Papa’s death.
First let me say this, I want to be a motivational speaker when I grow up. And all the speakers I’ve ever known or heard have had amazing testimonies about what they’ve come from and all they’ve learned, and all that God has helped them with. Well about a year and a half ago I started wondering how could I be a good motivational speaker? I haven’t been through anything in my life. It’s been a perfect Fairy tale so to say. I wanted something to happen, nothing that would ya know throw me off the deep end, but something that would give me a testimony worth sharing you could say. But I also didn’t want it to affect anyone else, just me.
Well, as they say, if you pray or even talk to God about it, be prepared. I was speaking to a good friend of mine over summer about all this crud that’s happened over the past year and it all became ironic. God is giving me a testimony, little did I know when I asked for one that it would be something this painful. But He’s giving me what I asked for and I hope and pray I take it and use it to his benefit.
I have a friend who drinks and does all this crazy stuff and I always figured it was because of her parents divorce. Well I had always wanted a way to reach her and show her that you didn’t need drinking for that. Proverbs 31 talks about how a man gets drunk to forget his problems yet they come back the next day. Well, you’ll never guess when I discovered that verse.
This past Monday, we have K-Life of course, and I was pretty excited about going. My dad called me that afternoon wanting to “talk.” Little did I know that it was a talk about the girlfriend he now has that my brother had already met before I even knew she exsisted. I was pretty mad, not even gonna lie. I pretty much don’t want anything to do with her except make sure my brother is ok with her. It pretty much the most annoying thing in the world to have one parent who has “forgotten” so to say the other one but have one parent who hasn’t “forgotten” the other one. But I was mad and decided to go for a drive. And yes, most people can’t drive while mad but it actually calms me down to just be alone, with my car, and silence. I thought of going to that friends house who drinks, I’ve actually thought of it several times, but it’s I guess that deep gut Holy Spirit kinda voice that always directs me else where, that day was to K-Life.
I went that night not expecting to get much, partly because I was hurt and partly because I really kind of didn’t want to be there, but that’s where God wanted me to be. And of course He always gets His way. Robert, the leader, read from a Psalms that totally matched up to my life, and then the worship began. It was like AMAZING!! I knew after that 1st song, God wanted me there. And just after every song it seemed like I emptied myself a little bit more. Once worship was over we had a discussion time and I went back to my Bible and looked up drunks or something. Why? Who knows. But I found that passage(which I’ll type at the end of this) and laughed. It was so a God thing. And the best thing was it was just me and God. No one knew what I had heard that afternoon, or what was going on, they were oblivious, which was a good thing.
But of course, all great things dim in the site of not great things. I got home and my mom was pretty upset about my dad’s girlfriend and so I pretty much felt like I had to, I don’t even know how to describe it. But I have felt like I’ve had to be there for my mom every second of everyday, which I have but I’m use to going and never stopping and I have spent so much time at home it’s crazy! But I know I have to be there for her, it just gets so hard and then I fall back into that pit of just wanting to live a mediocre life instead of one that God has called me to be Awesome at!
And so life goes on, Tuesday was a fairly good day, Wednesday was pretty good until I got a text from my mom that she was taking the day off. I just knew something wasn’t right. Well, I got home from church tonight and heard a lot of things I wasn’t prepared for. And honestly, I didn’t know what to do. It freaked me out, but what is there to do, nothing. I’m meant to be here. This is my life.
I know that last paragraph was scattered but I can’t really elaborate to much. So, so far this week has been rough. I dread Christmas, I dread the feeling of Christmas with 2 different sides and not having my Papa here. I have missed him so much these past 2 weeks. He held my parents together, he was the sensible one that laid down the law, he was the one who made us a family the way we were. I’m scared to say I need him but I do. And I know he’s there and I know God’s there, but there is just an empty feeling. I miss him.
But that’s pretty much my feelings. This is probably the longest blog ever and probably the most depressing but ya know, a blog is meant to get your thoughts out and these are mine.
“The saying of King Lemuel contain this message, which his mother taught him. O my son, O son of my womb, O son of my vows, do not waste your strength on women, on those who ruin kings. It is not for kings, O Lemuel, to guzzle wine. Rulers should not crave alcohol. For if they drink, they may forget the law and not give justice to the oppressed. Alcohol is for the dying, and wine for those in bitter distress. Let them drink to forget their poverty and remember their troubles no more. Speak up for thos who cannot speak for themselves; ensure justice for those being crushed. Yes, speak up for the poor and helpless, and see that they get justice.”
--Proverbs 31
I just really liked those verses A LOT!! And check out Psalms 143. It’s the verses Robert read before K-Life worship and they’re totally AWESOME just to much to type!! (well not to much I’m just getting tired!
I also got a card in the mail today that said, “All His promises, His provision, and His possibilities are available to you. He has great things ahead for you!”
Talk about a God thing!!
--Daughter of the King
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