Late Night/Early Morning=Thinking

So, I got home tonight from bowling with some pretty Awesome people and saw where one of my all time favorite movies was on. Yes. 2 in the morning and I'm watching a movie. But I sat and watched it and then was going to go to bed but nope, The Little Mermaid tv show was on so I had to watch it.

Well as I sit here watching Ariel argue with some bird about human things I started thinking of one of my friends who loves Ariel, and she has red hair so it works. But this friend is leaving for college tomorrow. And tonight the bowling thing was the last big thing me and my Smoothie Buddies would get to do before they go to college. And probably the last thing until Christmas. So I'm thinking I don't like any of this stuff at all. With in the next week all of my college friends will be gone, moved into there new place for another year. Some on Sunday, some Monday, alot Wednesday, and then a few Friday and Saturday. It makes me want to cry. Yes, I have plenty of friends who aren't going to college, but there not moving away so I don't think about losing them. I think about the ones I'm not going to see everyday or even every week... or even every month. These friends are some of the only people I can talk to and some of the only people that don't annoy the snot out of me.

All in all I started thinking about the fact that they're leaving and at 4 in the morning it's not a good thing to think about because you can't really call or text them. Otherwise I might die and then I wouldn't have to worry about missing them. So I blogged about this and yea.

I sometimes wish I could see into the future and see if wer'e all still going to be friends 5 years from now. I can't really imagine not being friends with them but it's wierd since I'm the youngest of all of them. I always have this scared thought in the back of my mind that they'll all graduate college and grow up without me so to say. And I really don't want that. Wow. I've never said that before. It's kind of wierd.

Ok. I'm getting sadder as I keep typing I'm going to stop now. Time for sleep.
Good Night!!
--Jenta